Wednesday, February 29, 2012

stop dreaming and take a leap

my laptop process damn slow now -__-
i have jobs pending i bet customer hate me already
u know i want dell desktop soooooooo bad.almost like carrie bradshaw needs her jimmy choo.
i dont have story to share,except.
im checking on this workshop hana tajima throwing on her fb called,erm,cant remember.tees something something.u go check urself then u will know i have an issue and sorta like need that kinda workshop badly.except,it wud cost me 300rm -_- hurm dat made me think twice!n dont have friends to bring along is kinda lame.

To cheer me self a lil,i blog. knowing that none will read my stupid empty blog. one shud not stop blogging but should keep on blogging.

work has been amazing.hard to digest sometimes.trying to fit in!its a fun learning process.u know in 99% malay environment,u shud always remind urself to speak less.by that,u are in a
safe position. people loved to manipulate ur words.and they made assumptions like all the time.less damage if u keep every stories u've heard by urself.zip it,as they say.

 i know what i want.i always do.its just that im not in a position to decide.sucks.i know. i wish u all know what u want in life.i have goals in life.i told my sisters that.hah.i dont usually open up like that.i dont usually tell them what i want in life.hell they have
kids to think off.im  not her responsibility.but sometimes its okay to open up on where u r heading in life so that non can stop u.

2 comments:

Qasfirdaus said...

1. totally agreeeee. mmg kalau keliling majoriti melayu kena pandai2 bawak diri. cakap bila perlu je. dont spread anything. zip your mouth with gam gajah is the best. kite ckp lain, dia sebarkan lain tambah aji n whats not. melayu educated yg kerja bagus2 pun sama je.

2. i do read and follow your blog.

3. 300rm for tajima workshop is damn pricey weii. mak tak mampuuuu. :D

4. this word verification is killing me. banyak kali aku try, asik salahhhh. kali ni word dia BLESNAT YOUPENAT. T__T

sophie said...

okay yang no.4 tu funny!
no 2. I appreciate it alot.

:)